Day to day I live my life
a woman living the dream
living in paradise
What more could a girl want
Night to night I show my soul
a woman trapped in a nightmare
surviving a hell
So much more a girl could want
No one sees the tears
No one hears the hurt
The pain bursting from my seams
invisible to the naked eye
So many times have I put on a facade
So many times have I giving a smile
So many times have I lied
So many times have I wanted to shout
and scream
and cry
and fall and fall and fall
In the depths of my intestines does it churn
The bile rising in my throat
I am not well
How do you not see me
How do you not see a sick girl
A sick, disgusting, desperate girl
wanting to be set free from the torment
From her own hell
